Monday, January 25, 2010

ME OR MERI YAADEIN

Thoda gumsum sa.. thoda chup chup sa..
chui mui ke jaise.. sehma hua sa..
ghadi ki tik tik ko.. dekh raha tha..
jate palo ki goonj sun raha tha..
panchi ban pal uad chale..
yaadon ke kaarva ban chale..
uadta waqt kab haath aata hai..
lekin yaadon ko kaon juda kar paata hai..
aaya jo mehmaan banke uske aangan mei.
faila di baahein usne unke swaagat mei..
mehmaan bankar aaya to..
mehmaan bankar hi rehna..
meri zindagi par tum..
phir saaya na karna..
mushkil se maine ye hosla paya hai..
khud se nazre milayi aur..
zindagi se ishq ladaya hai..
na doonga apni takdeer ab..
mei tumhare haath mei..
savaroonga har pal..
ab apne hi andaaz mei..

Song of the moment: Bhooli hui yaadon.. ab itna na satao.. ab chain se mujhae rehne do.. mere paas na aao.. *smiles*

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SILENCE

They were looking at eachother.. without uttering a single word.. as thoughts were hitting her hard.. slowly she held her hand and they sat like that for hours.. a pin drop silence.. listening to eachothers heartbeat.. enjoying the rhythm of togetherness.. after a long pause.. she said i understand.. and hugged her tight.. and they smiled.. she was feeling better now.. a happiness of being understood was glowing her face..

When most people cant even understand your words .. there are few who can understand your silence.. and we call them our friends.. a true friend.. who not only understands what you say but also knows what you dont say at times..

And she was none other than her best friend.. the one with whom she can talk for hours without uttering a single word.. *smiles*


Song of the moment: Humne dekhi hai un aankhon ki mehakti khushboo.. haath se chooke use rishto ka ilzaam na do.. ek ahsaas hai ye rooh se mehsoos karo.. *smiles*
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MOMENT OF LIFE

They were best of friends.. a lovely.. healthy friendship.. so many people used to envy them.. so many wished for same.. they say.. both are blessed in special way.. time passed by.. days changed into years.. and one day the one told the other a wish.. to take a right turn at a crossroad of life.. the other denied.. and took a different road.. but the one kept walking beside.. in a hope that one day things will change.. and after a long wait.. came the day when they were at another crossroad again.. and the one asked.. so you still wanna take a different road.. or we can take a right turn now.. or should we keep walking straight.. the other thought for a moment and just held one's arm and they turned to the right... *smiles*


Song of the moment: yaaro dosti badi haseen hai...
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Wednesday, January 6, 2010

YEH MERA DIL...

Kal hum sabke saath khoob hase..
aur phir der tak udas rahe..

Sometimes when you think everything is fine around you.. you are healing at good pace.. and enjoying your today rather than crying over the past.. suddenly you wakes up one morning with a thought that.. that someone is no longer with you anymore.. that.. all those dreams and talks have no meaning now.. and then again you pity yourself.. you curse yourself why it happened to you.. and every joy of today fades away again..
Breaking up is not an one time act.. its a process which take its very own time.. and have many setback on the way.. its something you have to do everyday.. till you wont get used to of your present.. though intensity of pain depends on how much you were attached emotionally with that someone.. the deeper was the attachment the longer it'll take to get over.. that is the reason few of us moves on so fast and few like moi hang in there even for years.. but whatever it is one should realise that things take time.. emotions and feelings don't change overnight.. one becomes a big bunch of confused nerves.. happy in one moment.. lost in next.. and its ok.. to feel that pain now and then.. few people says ..hey!! you engaged now.. so things must be different now.. hmmm.. yes!! things are different.. now i have someone to care for.. someone to think about.. now i know life wont have only one season(rainy season).. but still sometimes i feel the loss.. the loss of that someone.. but missing someone doesn't mean that the present don't have any value.. if past was a good luck ..present is a blessing..
I know i should count my blessings rather than crying over lost luck.. and i know i will move over all this too.. if not sooner.. may be a bit late.. its just one of those mornings..

Beete lamhon ki parchayi se..
khud ko na juda kar pate hai..
door hue hum jinke dil se ..
unse sapno mei milkar rote hai..
palkein jab khulti hai to..
dono naina bheege hote hai..
na jaane kab kis khawaab mei..
aa jao tum saamne..
yahi soch kar kuch tohfe..
hum sirhane rakhkar sote hai..
subah ki pehli kiran ke saath..
khawaabo mei tum aa jaana..
kehte hai ki sapne subah ke..
aksaar hi sach hote hai..
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