love it when people love me... i love it when I know I made someone smile, i love it when i hear someone patiently and try to help, try to make them feel better... I love it when someone smiles at me... i love it when they say i mean my words... yes, i love it all... but am I the person everyone thinks I am? am I the person who is genuine, sincere? If I am then why can I not share a word of what affects me?
I have always had this problem. I just can’t ask for help in distress... I can’t speak my heart when I am sad... I can’t cry... oh how I hate it... I just can’t cry... there come no tears in my eyes, no matter how excruciating d pain...
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Hey guys, don't worry I am all right... sometimes d mind does conjure strange thoughts... this was one of them.
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Sunday, June 13, 2010
There we are again!!!
Just when I thought, I was where I wanted to be, the games begin & a cloud of uncertainty prevails...
It amazes me how the past few years of my life have changed me... And now it can't seem to be undone...
Contradictions galore... The mind just can't seem to decide where it wants to go & what it's willing to shell out in the bargain... Everything comes at a cost, I know... But why???
Things do get lonely at times...
I've hardly believed in love... For me it is too ephemeral a feeling to go beyond a crush or a clumsy infatuation... Call me over-the-top pragmatic or whatever but I've realized that it takes a lot to see yourself in love... Maybe love is over-hyped or maybe it isn't meant for me... I do not know but I cannot ignore the value of companionship... I guess it is this yearn to be not alone that drives people to seek love... Often I've read that love is not about finding the perfect one, but in finding perfection in the one you love... too idealistic if you ask me... And yet I wonder at times when I'm alone if love would have filled this void... I remember when I wanted to know the difference between love & friendship, people quickly pointed out - it was s e x... So, if a person isn't interested in that or is getting enough of it; can friendship suffice for love? I'll never understand...
I'm seriously out of my senses, is all I can say...
I hate to push things... I believe they should take their natural course... This laid-back attitude has me cost me many times before but I can't seem to be otherwise... It takes a lot from me to move out of my equilibrium, to try & change... Yet somehow to fill in the gap between desires & reality, change is a must...
With immense effort...
ABHISHEK
It amazes me how the past few years of my life have changed me... And now it can't seem to be undone...
Contradictions galore... The mind just can't seem to decide where it wants to go & what it's willing to shell out in the bargain... Everything comes at a cost, I know... But why???
Things do get lonely at times...
I've hardly believed in love... For me it is too ephemeral a feeling to go beyond a crush or a clumsy infatuation... Call me over-the-top pragmatic or whatever but I've realized that it takes a lot to see yourself in love... Maybe love is over-hyped or maybe it isn't meant for me... I do not know but I cannot ignore the value of companionship... I guess it is this yearn to be not alone that drives people to seek love... Often I've read that love is not about finding the perfect one, but in finding perfection in the one you love... too idealistic if you ask me... And yet I wonder at times when I'm alone if love would have filled this void... I remember when I wanted to know the difference between love & friendship, people quickly pointed out - it was s e x... So, if a person isn't interested in that or is getting enough of it; can friendship suffice for love? I'll never understand...
I'm seriously out of my senses, is all I can say...
I hate to push things... I believe they should take their natural course... This laid-back attitude has me cost me many times before but I can't seem to be otherwise... It takes a lot from me to move out of my equilibrium, to try & change... Yet somehow to fill in the gap between desires & reality, change is a must...
With immense effort...
ABHISHEK
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Hppy Marriage Anniversary to mom dad
Love and marriage
has been a long and difficult road.
Faith has been your carriage,
God has lightened your load.
Together you have progressed
to your 29th year,
with the words of God
whispering in your ear.
Your one life together
has you both united,
but the joys to come
have just been sighted.
I love you both
for being young at heart
and making an oath
never to depart.
You belong
side by side,
your passion strong
with nothing to hide.
God bless you two,
Mom and Dad.
Happy Anniversary!
song of the moment : dil ku mera shor kare ..idhar nahi udhar nahi , teri or chaley
has been a long and difficult road.
Faith has been your carriage,
God has lightened your load.
Together you have progressed
to your 29th year,
with the words of God
whispering in your ear.
Your one life together
has you both united,
but the joys to come
have just been sighted.
I love you both
for being young at heart
and making an oath
never to depart.
You belong
side by side,
your passion strong
with nothing to hide.
God bless you two,
Mom and Dad.
Happy Anniversary!
song of the moment : dil ku mera shor kare ..idhar nahi udhar nahi , teri or chaley
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