Friday, April 30, 2010

No Title

I am thinking – when i can go for a long vacation and roam the world doing random things, a new day, a new routine , that way i'll never be bored
I said – a lot but I don't quite remember anything
I want – the best. If you aim for something then it better be the best or don't aim at all
I wish – for the impossible.
I miss – school
I hear – the ringing in my ears, the keyboard and a lot more
I wonder – about mathematics and why I couldn't be better at it.
I regret – sometimes.
I am – a genius.
I sing – to myself, all the time.
I dance – slowly to begin with and then through the night.
I am not – a compulsive talker but you may get the feeling at times.
I write – because I want to be express myself .
I hate – people who think they know everything.
I confuse – emotions.
I should – stop being so lazy.

Sunday, April 18, 2010



well.. dunno why  am feelin all paranoid... i just feel i cant understand myself at times- my thoughts or my moods..or anything.. at times thou.. i think i understand others pretty well, but when it comes to me at times... i just dont know.. ya, i know am makin no sense.. anyways..heres a poem i adore ..dat i wrote fcorz ;) no i dint rite it now.. jus felt like readin it.. it kinda comforts me...

Here, alone, I stand by the sea,
Thinking, who's really there for me.

In moments of triumph,I'm surrounded by many,
But, in sadness, I just can't find any.

Sucess and riches, is this what all the
world wants?
Gold and money, how long do they last?

Alone we come into this world, alone we
Does it mean we should be alone, as long as
life lasts?

Lonely here I am, I wonder alone-
Why is not anyone here?, when I really need

Engulfed in the waves of sadness and misery,
My heart cries and bleeds, heard by no one...

Because, all I was and will be, is
alone... alone... as long as life lasts.

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Thursday, April 15, 2010

bichde dost

Yesterday I went  to Vibhuti and Gaurav home , my best friend and my neighbour  from school day. After so so many years. Ever since we not passed  skool, we were not in touch for various reasons. vibhuti  is  also into engineering in jaipur  from some other college and Gaurav preparing for CA. Then there was a phase for about  8 yrs in between when I had no clue about them . And now thanx to facebook which helps us to meet once again . 
 Was so damn nice to talk to them. Talked about a lot of things ranging from skool days, to our lives in college and to our present scenarios. And gaurav  was pretty happy abt the fact I cared to find his number and call him for a nice meet . Hopefully, atleast we will be in touch from now on.

A big thanku to facebook  - Wouldn't have been possible without it !! :)

current track:Jaane kyun (jaane kyun) dil jantha hai
Tu hai toh, I’ll be alright
(I’ll be alright, I’ll be alright)
Jaane kyun (jaane kyun) dil jantha hai
(yeh, yeh ,yeh)


~SATISFACTION(desires never ends)

A thought..... isn't it weird that we always want something that does not seem to be coming our way. We crave... we hungry for something that we do not have..... but i guess that's the logic of it... we don't have it so we crave for it and if we had it... would we want more of it or the more we have of somethin.. the less we want to have the more of it?

Strange! don't you think? Why are we never satisfied? The more we get.. the more we want.. or we want something different.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

mOODy ,unhappy mOODyI

I am really unhappy really moody about my body, my health...
I dunno why? I just feeling unwell feeling something wrong on my body almost a week !!

Fever, last Saturday but gone.

But still............. WHY????

WHY, I still feeling dizzy??
WHY, I still feeling extremely tired??
WHY, I still feeling extremely sleepy?? some more can sleep almost 24 hours! (excessive! really excessive!!)
WHY, I " wee wee" and " big big" bleeding lot???

What's wrong actually happening inside my body??
"Doctor", the person I scare the most to visit. I gotta checking body but no dare to accept what doctor got to tell me... ><
I crying hard. Because I feeling that I lost my way... ... ... ...
I need someone beside me to accompany me! I no dare to do my ownself, alone... That's really scary~

I dunno what else could I share on my blog, but I got to stop here.. ;(

GOD BLESS! take care....~

Friday, April 2, 2010

My Brain and its ideas

Hi kaise ho ji ...

I was just thinking that now that I have started my blog post , there should be things that make it a good read. My mind kept coming up with weird ideas.
1. Write book reviews! - For that Ill have to keep reading many books. Rejected.
2. Write Bollywood Masala and gossips - too common on blogs! Rejected.
3. Write latest Political updates - If they read what I write, they will do my encounter. Rejected.
4. Put Beautiful Natural Pictures - Boring. Rejected.
5. Write my feelings and emotions - I dont think anybody else, except me would be interested. Rejected.
6. Write my daily routine in detail - Will take lot of time.Rejected.
7. Put in pictures of cockroach (yes that did come to my mind). Eeeuu.... Rejected.
8. Write something interesting that I did today. umm.... well...... ok..... done. Accepted.

So from today onwards, I will write say about 5 lines on something interesting that I did in the day and if i dont get anything interesting to write i will write something computer suffs! hee hee! At least it will add to my archive of daily activities for my own future reference. So my next post is on what I did today. Have not really thought about that as yet. Anyways enjoy reading!


ye hosla kaise juke ...(dor)

I have been listening this music motivation from morning . I like it

A Ray of Hope

Beautiful movie and a beautiful song ...

Yeh Hosla Kaise Juke,
Yeh Aarzoo Kaise Ruke - 2

Manzil Muskil to kya,
Bundla Sahil to kya,
Tanha Ye Dil to Kya
Ho Hooo

Raah Pe Kante Bikhre agar,
Uspe to phir bhi chalna hi hai,
Saam Chhupale Suraj magar,
Raat ko ek din Dhalana hi hai,

Rut ye tal jayegi,
Himmat rang layegi,
Subha phir aayegi

Yeh Hosla Kaise Juke,
Yeh Aarzoo Kaise Ruke - 2

Hogi hame to rehmat ada,
Dhup kategi saaye tale,
Apni khuda se hai ye Dua,
Manzil lagale humko gale

Zurrat so baar rahe,
Uncha Ikraar rahe,
Zinda har pyar rahe

Yeh Hosla Kaise Juke,
Yeh Aarzoo Kaise Ruke - 2
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